Justine leans over the deck to take another look at Wy’East. Filling her lungs with crisp mountain air, she smiles.
“All I really needed was to get out of town.”
Sometimes I do have my doubts, and I don’t always know how to navigate relationship territory. Sometimes it feels like it would be easier to be single, and to focus totally on myself and not having to give mental space to a lover.
On the other hand, I like the closeness, and I like to share. I don’t always know what I want, and I don’t always say what I want. Basically, relationship brings up so much to think about, and to ponder in my inner world. Maybe I get involved to quickly, and too deeply?
What she does know is that she wants to tie Donovan to his bed, and make him submit, and to please her as much as possible. And not only for him to please her, but to fuck him as much as he has fucked her. The power switch is delicious.
Justine found Donovan irresistible, even a thought of him turned her on, and she could feel the tingle of energy in her pussy. Ideally she would love to fuck him everyday, but, that doesn’t always happen. They have played around with BDSM, but not as much as she would like. She’s still kind of a shy girl, you know.
She keeps thinking about dressing in all black like she did last month, and making him submit to her. And it’s not just her that wants it, she knows Donovan wants it just as bad.
But ever since the abortion, her pussy just hasn’t been 100% the same, she’s not getting turned on and wet as quickly, the medical abortion has definitely take a toll on her body and her hormones. Her pussy doesn’t get as wet when he sucks and caresses her breasts and nipples. At the same time, luckily, she can still have vaginal penetration orgasms…
She just wants to get back to normal, integrate the experience, and get on with her sex life…..
As Justine walks back into the cabin, she checks her phone even though it doesn’t have reception… She will be calling Donovan in the morning.